Friday, February 18, 2005

1. Update 2. Paranoia 3. Accusation

1. I had my 28 week appt. today, and all is well. My weight is still exactly the same, my BP was 130/82, which is good for me, and I got an ultrasound!! I told him that I wanted to make sure she was a girl, because we were getting into the girl clothes pretty deeply - and she most definitely is!! It looked like she was smiling at us the whole time. Can't wait for her to get here. I want this baby out of my body and into my arms!!

2. Chris took Izzy out to look for a retirement gift for his father tonight, and I have the house all alone. Feels so weird. As I was kissing Izzy goodbye, I couldn't help but worry that something might happen to them while they were gone. Mommyhood makes a total worry wart out of you. Especially staying home with the little guy - feels like an appendage is temporarily missing.

3. Tonight my poor D-dog walked up and I sniffed and yelled to Chris, "What did Deltie get into?? She smells terrible!" He said he hadn't seen her get into anything. I sniffed again, and about gagged. Mom and Dad were here, and said maybe I was smelling the stuff Chris was cleaning with. "No," I said, "This smells like something gone bad!"

Then, from the corner of my eye, I see a little hand attached to a very smelly little boy who is hiding behind my chair.

2 comments:

BikeMom said...

Cindy,
I am glad I am not the only one that is a worrywart. I hate it when anyone takes Brendan somewhere... I wonder if that feeling will ever go away as I still do it with my other two too. Do you worry that you are too much of a worry wart??? LOL - I do

caygraymomma said...

The worrywart thing is big. I so get that too! LOL about the smelly little boy- uh oh :P